Sunday, April 11, 2004
Sweet googly moogly, I finally was able to get this (much-loved) junk-pile I call a computer working again. All you needed was a little time to yourself, didn't you you bad-tempered little hussy? *insert kissy noises and baby-talk here* Gotta love a computer who knows how and when to play hard to get...
Anyhow, yeah, computer was on the fritz. Couldn't start up. I blame my father. I know he surfs porn on this computer. That's not the bad part. What I don't appreciate is how he apparently just keeps clicking on the 'Yes' button on all the pop-ups. The amount of garbage I have to clear out of my computer everytime I start it up (when I'm able to start it up) is horrendous, and takes up a good 15 minutes. Ugh, dreadful thought just came into my head. He surfs porn in the very chair I'm sitting in *shudders* (Quick! Think of a happier place!)
Okay, moving ahead now. FAR ahead. I swear, thinking about these things are bound to leave some very permanent emotional scars here...
How've you all been then? :) I've been alright over here. Tired, as usual. Have an upcoming weekend duty (17th - 18th of March), so don't expect anything too soon. I've been feeling... Content, lately. It's kinda strange, considering the situation I'm in. Heh, I figure half of you lot reading this have no idea what I'm going on about. Sometimes, I don't think I do either. Not entirely anyway. It's like, to make things a little easier to digest, I'm just moving on along right now with little or no expectations. I figure should anything change in the near foreseeable future, it'll be somewhat easier to deal with.
"Numb is the new deep,
Done with the old me,
And talk is the same cheap it's been..."
----- John Mayer, 'New Deep'
I love listening to John Mayer. He speaks to me. Not in a "You're all just jealous 'cause the voices don't speak to you" sorta way mind you. It's just that, simply, I relate completely to his songs. Isn't that cool? Haven't you ever heard a song before, smile, and think to yourself, "Wow, someone actually wrote a song about me. for me." So, same thing here.
"I am the man on the side,
Hoping you'll make up your mind,
I am the one who will swallow his pride,
Life as the man on the side...
One of the many,
One of the few,
To stand back and wait for you..."
----- John Mayer, "Man On The Side"
And yeah, that one was for you. And you know it. We both do. And I think, only the 2 of us will ever get it. Now really, how cool is that? :)
Anyhow, yeah, computer was on the fritz. Couldn't start up. I blame my father. I know he surfs porn on this computer. That's not the bad part. What I don't appreciate is how he apparently just keeps clicking on the 'Yes' button on all the pop-ups. The amount of garbage I have to clear out of my computer everytime I start it up (when I'm able to start it up) is horrendous, and takes up a good 15 minutes. Ugh, dreadful thought just came into my head. He surfs porn in the very chair I'm sitting in *shudders* (Quick! Think of a happier place!)
Okay, moving ahead now. FAR ahead. I swear, thinking about these things are bound to leave some very permanent emotional scars here...
How've you all been then? :) I've been alright over here. Tired, as usual. Have an upcoming weekend duty (17th - 18th of March), so don't expect anything too soon. I've been feeling... Content, lately. It's kinda strange, considering the situation I'm in. Heh, I figure half of you lot reading this have no idea what I'm going on about. Sometimes, I don't think I do either. Not entirely anyway. It's like, to make things a little easier to digest, I'm just moving on along right now with little or no expectations. I figure should anything change in the near foreseeable future, it'll be somewhat easier to deal with.
"Numb is the new deep,
Done with the old me,
And talk is the same cheap it's been..."
----- John Mayer, 'New Deep'
I love listening to John Mayer. He speaks to me. Not in a "You're all just jealous 'cause the voices don't speak to you" sorta way mind you. It's just that, simply, I relate completely to his songs. Isn't that cool? Haven't you ever heard a song before, smile, and think to yourself, "Wow, someone actually wrote a song about me. for me." So, same thing here.
"I am the man on the side,
Hoping you'll make up your mind,
I am the one who will swallow his pride,
Life as the man on the side...
One of the many,
One of the few,
To stand back and wait for you..."
----- John Mayer, "Man On The Side"
And yeah, that one was for you. And you know it. We both do. And I think, only the 2 of us will ever get it. Now really, how cool is that? :)
