Sunday, January 09, 2005
And another weekend comes to a close. Well, nothing's taken a piss on me this week. Things are starting to look up :)
It's been quiet. Heh, all of a sudden, I'm Blogging a lot more often eh? Guess I should find more to fill the time. This is, what, the second Blog this weekend? Yeah, I'm on a roll boys and girls! TWO Blogs in a weekend. Ha! Beat that :)
I'm suddenly struck by this peculiar sensation. A "something's missing" kinda feeling (obviously). Even as I'm typing, I suddenly have no idea why I should even bother. It's not as if I have anything new to say tonight. I guess it's kinda like when you're drunk, and the room won't stop spinning. So you induce vomit. And even when there's nothing else to regurgitate, you're still stuffing your hand down your throat. So yeah, I'm puking my guts out here...
Heh, I feel as lost as you guys are right now, reading this drivel. I guess I'm just trying to find something to hold onto right now. Something that'll help me move on. Something that'll show me that I could possibly be making some form of progress. And all of a sudden, I'm struck by another realisation. My words tonight have never been emptier...
So I'll leave you with these words that at least, might mean something. Lyrics to an old song. Haven't heard it in ages. Hope you guys like it. Find your own meaning. Mine are mine! :)
"What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...
and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go
a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go"
----- Sarah McLachlan, "Do What You Have To Do"
It's been quiet. Heh, all of a sudden, I'm Blogging a lot more often eh? Guess I should find more to fill the time. This is, what, the second Blog this weekend? Yeah, I'm on a roll boys and girls! TWO Blogs in a weekend. Ha! Beat that :)
I'm suddenly struck by this peculiar sensation. A "something's missing" kinda feeling (obviously). Even as I'm typing, I suddenly have no idea why I should even bother. It's not as if I have anything new to say tonight. I guess it's kinda like when you're drunk, and the room won't stop spinning. So you induce vomit. And even when there's nothing else to regurgitate, you're still stuffing your hand down your throat. So yeah, I'm puking my guts out here...
Heh, I feel as lost as you guys are right now, reading this drivel. I guess I'm just trying to find something to hold onto right now. Something that'll help me move on. Something that'll show me that I could possibly be making some form of progress. And all of a sudden, I'm struck by another realisation. My words tonight have never been emptier...
So I'll leave you with these words that at least, might mean something. Lyrics to an old song. Haven't heard it in ages. Hope you guys like it. Find your own meaning. Mine are mine! :)
"What ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...
and I have the sense to recognize that
I don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
I'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
the yearning to be near you
I do what I have to do
but I have the sense to recognize
that I don't know how
to let you go
I don't know how
to let you go
a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
I know I can't be with you
I do what I have to do
and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go"
----- Sarah McLachlan, "Do What You Have To Do"
